It's been a while.
All right, I'm not going to kid myself. It's been for fucking ever.
Iunno, I haven't really been motivated to write things, haven't really had the time.
Haven't really been motivated to make anything out of my life at all.
Been caught up on things that shouldn't matter as much as I keep making them out to.
Been avoiding the things that really do matter.

To be completely honest theres a part of me that's positively fed up with who I am, whoever that is.
I've been trying my best to be someone else for so long that I've lost track of what I used to think and feel.
Running from the past sucks boys and girls. Don't do it.

Aside from that massive lump of self loathing up there, there's nothing really new.
No awesome new job.
No awesome new car.
No awesome new anything.

Haven't been out dating in... forever.
Haven't acted in far too long.
I don't write, haven't been reading.
Just pissing my life away in some one horse town in CO just waiting for some sort of goddamn revelation or something.
I'm tired of it.

Maybe if I give it a shot I can get my ass in gear and do something with my life, part of which might include writing a bit more